Wednesday, February 11, 2026

Is Trunmp losing it? The future of Cuba

 

Should we start feeling sorry for Donald Trump, as he is so obviously failing mentally? He can't quite figure out what is going on right now. But he seems to realize that he is losig support.


Associated Press

Annual governors' gathering with White House unraveling after Trump excludes Democrats



Yahoo News

U.S. Olympic athletes face backlash for speaking out against Trump administration. Here's what they said.


Buddhist monks walking for peace from Texas to DC finally arrived after 15 weeks. 



Trump forges ahead with plans for 250-foot arch despite concerns on the

ground and in the air







FYI:

Position Annual Salary
Speaker of the House$223,500
Majority & Minority Leaders (House and Senate)$193,400
President Pro Tempore (Senate)$193,400
All Other Senators & Representatives$174,000
Allowances and ExpensesIn addition to their personal salaries, members receive annual allowances to run their offices and perform official duties. These funds cannot be used for personal or campaign-related expenses. 
  • House (MRA): The Members’ Representational Allowance for 2025 averaged approximately $1.930,000..00 million per representative to cover staff, travel, and office equipment.
  • Senate (SOPOEA): The Senators’ Official Personnel and Office Expense Account for 2026 is expected to average roughly $4.660.000.00 million per senator, with specific amounts varying based on the state's population and distance from Washington, D.C..


My great-grandson, a high school senior in Florida, is seen here flanked by his granmother and mother while he holds a basketball trophy he has won,


Here is my friend Stephen in Nigeria--who once stayed with me back in DC--seen here with his wife and others at a family reunion. (What do those green marks signify?) 






A good friend in Spain tells me: 

Dear Barbara, 

Now we are living a nightmare. The new goverment desires to be worst than Trump´s goverment.

I hope we can resist as a democracy.


Google says: Spain is a constitutional parliamentary monarchy, ruled by King Felipe VI, who serves as the Head of State and symbol of unity, while the Prime Minister leads the government and executive branch.

 I've asked my friend living there for more on the current situation. 


Here below is a commentary that I've received in Spanish, so get out your Google translator. Basically, it's saying that the loss of Venezuela as a provider of oil to Cuba has resulted in grave hardship for Cuba, including loss of tourism, especially from Russia. Russia has been trying to help out, but its efforts so far have been insufficient, indicting that it might be willing to abandon Cuba. Canadian tourists are trying to trying to leave now by any means. 


NOTICIAS DE CUBA

11 febrero 2026 

Aerolíneas rusas suspenden vuelos a Cuba dando un duro golpe al turismo

Las aerolíneas rusas han ajustado su programación para realizar vuelos unilaterales de carga. (Foto © Periódico Cubano)

La escasez de combustible en Cuba sigue afectando gravemente la operativa de vuelos comerciales. Las últimas en tomar decisiones sobre el tema fueron las aerolíneas rusas Russian y Nordwind.

Ambas ejecutarán una operación para sacar a los turistas rusos de la Isla y suspenderán temporalmente el traslado de nuevos visitantes. En plena temporada alta del turismo a Cuba, esto representa un duro golpe para el sector.

El problema radica en la dificultad para el reabastecimiento de los aviones en vuelos transatlánticos debido a la escasez crónica de combustible Jet A-1. Las aerolíneas rusas han ajustado su programación para realizar vuelos unilaterales de carga, de regreso a Moscú, y tras estos ajustes, los vuelos regulares se suspenderán hasta nuevo aviso.

El Ministerio de Transporte de Rusia y las autoridades cubanas han mantenido contacto constante, buscando soluciones para reanudar los vuelos en ambas direcciones. Sin embargo, el problema del combustible se extiende más allá de las aerolíneas rusas.

La crisis del combustible tiene su origen en la pérdida de Venezuela como proveedor principal de petróleo, junto con la interrupción de envíos desde México debido a los riesgos arancelarios impuestos por Estados Unidos.

La situación en Cuba se ha extendido a varios aeropuertos clave, como los de La Habana, Varadero, Santa Clara y Santiago de Cuba, y la escasez de combustible se espera que dure hasta, al menos, marzo de 2026.

La embajada de Rusia en La Habana ha expresado que Moscú buscaría cómo ayudar al régimen castrista en la medida de sus posibilidades, pero hasta el momento nada se ha concretado. La decisión de suspender vuelos es el primer indicio de que Rusia estaría dispuesta a dejar caer a la dictadura comunista.


Here's another message I just received, saying that Raul Casro is 94 and very ill, also that many European countries have abandoned Cuba. 

Hola Barbara: Siempre te recuerdo con gratitud y afecto sincero. Hasta lo que yo conozco, la causa da la limitación o suspansión de muchos vuelos a Cuba se debe a la carencia, ya hoy casi total, de combustible para reabastecer en su regreso a los aviones. Simbólicamente la tiranía comunista es como un paciente en coma, que solo va sobreviviendo con a base de respiración artificial. No sé, nadie sabe, tal vez, cuánto tiempo le quede por sobrevivir. Pero no hay duda de que la caida del régimen, esta vez en un plazo relativamente bien definido, está más cerca  que distante. Ya no es solo el empeño y las presiones de Donald Trump y Marco Rubio, ahora es también la Unión Europea y muchas otras imposiciones de asfixia del mundo entero. Además, la falta de liderazgo interno. Raúl Castro, con 94 años y seriamente enfermo, Ramiro Valdés, con otra suma similar de años encima y agudos padecimientos psiquiátricos, y el temporal heredero del trono, el monigote Díaz-Canel, dependiente del apoyo físico de estos dos matones de oficio, no escapará a la aniquiladora situación que se le viene encima. Quizás esté equivocado pero, ante la situación actual, así es como pienso yo. 
Cuídate. Con mi cariño de siempre.






















Tuesday, February 10, 2026

Is this still global warming? Time now for a woman president.


Whatever happened to global warming? Here in Berkeley Springs, on Sunday, Feb. 8,  the temperature was predicted as follows: 

(Feb 8): Sunny, high 23* F,  low 1*F. That's really rather chilly. 

We could freeze to death staying out there for very long. But actually in the sun, it doesn't feel so cold. Of course with the temperature well below freezing, now even in the sun, the snow is not melting any more. 

The weather has been cold as well in Honduras, A former Peace Corps volunteer friend now retired to Honduras tells me: 

I hope you are well and enjoying as best you can this cold winter. I am in San Pedro Sula and it has been cold here as well. It goes to the 50's here at night and we are not accustomed to that kind of weather. 

In most of Honduras, except perhaps at higher elevations, there is no need for heat in homes and buildings, certainly not at sea level, where my friend now lives, rather, the demand is usually for air conditioning and electric fans. 

I told him: 

During Trump's presidency, you are fortunate to be living in Honduras. 
I am sorry to say, that my son, adopted from Colombia, with whom I am living now in West Virginia, voted for Trump and now seems to be having second thoughts. Three more years! I'll be 88 in March and hope to live to see the day when Trump is gone from office. His advisers in the Republican Party are bad enough, but the guy also has a serious case of "senile dementia" and also engages in flurries of hyperactivity betwen daytime snoozes.

Though he has been sleeping a lot, when he happnes to be awake, Donald Trump displays behavior that might be characterized as senior hyperactivity syndrome: Mount Rushmore, the Nobel Peace Prize, Greenland, the Trump-Kennedy Center, the Triumphal Arch. And all that is only in the first year of this term.  

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An apartment building fire has displaced residents of my old neighborhood in Washington, DC.



Now a bull in a china shop? 

The Hill

Opinion

Opinion - Beware of the biggest threat to US national Security: Trump


The writer likens Donald Trump to a bull in china shop. "Trump is rampaging destructively through the security infrastructure that has protected America and our allies since the end of World War II." 

How did we get to the point where now our president is a major threat to our own national security and to our country's economic wellbeing? 

We actually got to this point because too many Americans voted for Donald Trump, including neighbors here in West Virginia and even someone in my own family. Yet just in the last year since they voted, Trump seems to be failing mentally, even faster than ever before. But, of course, in his own mind, Donald Trump is completely clear headed and making all the right decisions  How can we survive the next 3 years? How bad will it get?  

Though he has been sleeping a lot, when he happnes to be awake, Donald Trump displays behavior that might be characterized as senior hyperacitivy syndrome: Mount Rushmore, the Nobel Peace Prize, Greenland, the Trump-Kennedy Center, the Triumphal Arch. And all that is only in the first year of this term.  

On the TV show The Apprentice (2004-2015), Donald Trump seemed to really relish telling contestants, "You're fired!" That show gave Trump his first public platform. Now he seems to enjoy firing government employees and displaying his power in real life to actually harm lots of people, while suffering no consequences himself. After all, as the most powerful person in the world, he wants to use it. 


Border czar warned immigration operations should be targeted to 'keep the faith 

of the American people'


The focus should be on deporting criminal aliens, border czar Tom Homan, who has served 
under both Democraric and Rpublican presidents, has said

I agree. Trump should stop firing government employees who are still needed, including members of my own family who are federal employees doing key jobs. And he should not be deporting non-citizens and naturalized Americans born elsewhere, since they too are key members of our society, often doing vital jobs and raising families here. (Trump's own wife, the mother of his youngest son, came here only on a visitor's visa.) We need to keep more people right here in our country, especially those doing essential jobs and helping support older folks like me. The birthrate in this country is just not keeping up and immigrants can help fill that gap. The case for admitting more immigrants has been made before on these pages. We should not be deporting folks as we really need to keep the lights on right here. 

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                            The US has been holding its own now at the Olympics.


Al Jazeera
Israeli attacks across Gaza have killed at least 20 Palestinians since dawn

Israel, with continued US economic and moral support, is still committing war crimes, wantonly killing many civilians including children. We are complicit in all that. 
Yet I still hope to live to see a woman in the US presidency. Hillary and Kamala have come close. It's now past time for a woman to actually occupy our highest office. Many would do a so much better job than Donald Trump is doing right now. 
But who will finally break our glass ceiling? So many other nations have had female presidents, even Honduras, where I lived for several years, and other countires where I've had election monitoring and human rights missions: Northern Ireland, Germany, Spain, Italy, Romania, Malaysia, and Thailand. 

The first woman to actively pursue the US presidency was Victoria Woodhull—a stockbroker, newspaper publisher, and champion of social reform--she ran for the highest office in 1872, some 50 years before women throughout the United States had even achieved the right to vote. Maine Senator Margaret Chase Smith was a candidate for the Republican Party nomination in 1964, becoming the first woman to seek the presidential nomination of a major party. So now it's high time not only for having a woman run for US president, but also for having her win and start occupying that highest office. Don't you think many women would do a better job than Trump is doing right now? One of my readers has suggested Alexandria Ocasio-Cortes, now age 36, Might she bcome our first female president?


I've decided to include the following in its entireity, so will post this before it gets any longer. 

Edward McCarthy <ecmccar@gmail.com>: Feb 09 05:16PM -0500

Some may know, if perhaps not cared, that I have been mostly silent
recently. There is much besides Gaza to be disturbed about, and much good
in our complicated World I'd prefer to consider. My thought here is to
give an update, to be followed at decent intervals by essays, preferably
shorter, on the nature of the Issraeli-Palestinian conflict, US-Israeli
relations, and other subjects that might occur.
After I finished my piece, I noted a New York Times article which said that
the Israeli Knesset has passed a law which allows Israelis to buy land in
"Judea and Samaria," the Biblical names for the West Bank, thus as the
Times headline says, giving Israel greater control over the occupied
territory and moving matters further in the direction of annexation to
Israel itself. Critics denounced the action as in violation of the Oslo
Accords reached in the early 1990's, as well as international law.
Adhering to the latter in this era of unapologetic Machtpolitik is of
course much out of fashion. My disquisition follows.
 
ISRAELIS & PALESTINIANS: Where are they?
 
No longer on the front pages, that’s for sure. A recent Washington Post
article reported an Israeli air strike which killed 32 Gaza Palestinians.
The article was on page 15. Page 1 featured concerns about Trump’s outsize
Arch.
 
There’s nothing new about this. So long as Palestinians are not making
trouble at a level of violence or disruption great enough to grab
attention, Israel has been content to maintain its day to day iron control
over Palestinians dwelling in the occupied West Bank and Gaza, and avoid
making headlines not to its liking. Israelis expect to have periodically
to “mow the grass” of Palestinian resistance, but In the classic phrase,
the World, regarding the matter as intractable, leaves the very efficient
Israelis to “manage the conflict.”
 
True, it’s a bit different this time. There is in Gaza a ceasefire of
sorts, one punctuated by alleged Palestinian violations which provoke, as
always, a disproportionate Israeli response. The Rafah Crossing, a key
connection between Egypt and the half of Gaza Israel controls, has reopened
on a limited basis. Some in need of medical care have been able to leave
Gaza, and humanitarian aid has started trickling in. It is all however
transparently inadequate.
 
Palestinian provocations are no doubt often violent, but there is also
the grotesque spectacle of Israel engaging in air strikes and other lethal
forms of punishment in retaliation for failure to turn over the bodies of
deceased hostages. The Dead, in the Israeli Palestinian context, are of
more concern than the living who perish under the bombs. The obsession
prevails on both sides. The difference is that the Israelis have the
weaponry to chastise their enemies for their failures, and the Palestinians
do not.
 
There is more. Having banned the UN Relief and Works Administration
(UNRWA), the principal agency which traditionally provided sustenance and
education for Palestinians, the Israelis have also barred Doctors Without
Borders and other humanitarian groups which have contradicted Israel’s
version of events. Foreign journalists continue to be kept out,
compounding the difficulty of finding out who, if anyone, is telling the
truth. The extremists crucial to Prime Minister Netanyahu’s coalition make
few bones about their desire to annex the West Bank, attainment of which
end is furthered by unrestrained attacks on Palestinians by militant
settlers and sometimes the Israeli Defense Forces (IDF) themselves.
 
Then there is Mr. Trump’s Board of Peace, the improbabilities of which
abound. There are good reasons to think that the Board is yet another
Trumpian vanity project, with the aim of a Nobel Peace Prize in mind. The
presence on the Board of Vladimir Putin and other international outlaws and
authoritarians, and the dearth of leaders of the World’s democracies,
furthers the impression of an absurd and unworkable exercise, motivated by
Our Dear Leader’s narcissism and perennial self-seeking.
 
The last Israeli hostages, dead and alive, having been recovered, Phase Two
of the Gaza ceasefire has been declared to begin shortly. There are
several obstacles. Forming a body of Palestinian technocrats to administer
Gaza on an interim basis is the least of these. Creating an international
peacekeeping force with the mission of disarming and displacing Hamas
presents far greater challenges. Understandably, the Israelis are
skeptical. They remain in occupation of about half of the Gaza Strip,
Hamas retaining power in the rest. The Israelis are known to believe that
destruction of Hamas is both necessary and achievable, with the caveat that
they are the only ones with the power and will to do it. They may be wrong
on all points. About all we can say with assurance is that in the event of
a renewed Israeli assault on Gaza, there will be great loss of Palestinian
lives, many innocents among them. Unless of course you share the view of
many sympathetic to Israel that there are in fact no innocents in Gaza or,
for that matter, among Palestinians generally
 
For all of its likely faults, the Board of Peace may have its uses,
especially if it keeps the Israeli Government from its enduring desire to
annihilate Hamas and solidify its hold over the Palestinians in both Gaza
and the West Bank. For many years, the Israeli ideal has been for as many
Palestinians as possible to emigrate, but in the short run firm control
will do.
 
This is not to say that Trump or the Board intends to stand in the way of
Israel and its desires. Rather, it is that implementation of Mr. Trump’s
plans may require constriction of Israeli ambitions. More basic to the
likelihood of failure is an all-too-familiar factor, i.e., the absence of
any Palestinian participation beyond the technocrats being recruited to
administer Gaza–while also being regarded by many Palestinians as
traitors. Unsurprisingly, there has been little recent mention of a
2-State solution or creation of a real Palestinian State. Mr. Trump has no
interest, and Mr. Netanyahu and his band of neo-fascist brothers are
entirely opposed. Control, not compromise, is their watchword.
 
Out on the margins, in the offices of a couple of right wing Washington
think tanks, there have emerged proposals for an end to US military aid to
Israel, a goal much sought after by Israel’s critics, both in the US and
elsewhere. The proposals would also however bind the militaries and
defense industries of the US and Israel even closer than they are now, and
perpetuate the relationship far into the future. There is more to be said,
and found out, about this, but in a future essay on the state of the
Israeli-American relationship.



Sunday, February 8, 2026

For better or for worse

Maybe it was just a fluke of my own computer system. Yet, reading over the previous post, some sections there appeared in all-caps, when certainly I never posted them that way. Now, I've just looked back again and it looks corrected. All caps are now all gone.  


    7-Day Local Forecast
    Based on current forecasts for early February 2026, Berkeley Springs, WV will experience cold, wintery conditions, with highs in the 30s°F and lows dropping into the teens and 20s°F. Potential for light snow/mixed precipitation exists mid-week, followed by very cold, windy conditions towards the weekend.
    Friday (Feb 6): High 32°F, Low 15°F. Mostly cloudy, brisk, and cold.
    • Saturday (Feb 7): High 23°F, Low 9°F. Frigid, windy, and partly cloudy.

    Above was the forecast issued for Feb, 6, but by the afternoonon of Friday, February 6, light snow had started falling once again, coating rooftops and roads. So then the forecast was changed to "flurries and snow showers", along with colder temperatures, updating the previous forecast to reflect what was actually happening by then. Weather forecasting, like any prediction about the future, is never going to hit the mark 100%.

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    In a democracy, which our form of government purports to be, citizens influence governmental decisions even between elections. And sometimes a majority of the electorate even comes to regret their recent vote, made in good faith, This is because those chosen as leaders are not living up to promises and expectations. Already this has happened to Donald Trump in just the first year of his present term.

    Bombshell Poll Reveals Trump’s Staggering Disapproval Rating

    Daily Beast
    HOW LOW CAN HE GO

    Approval is at its lowest point since after the Jan. 6 riots in 2021.


    The Economist

    Most recent Trump approval rating, The Economist (Jan. 30, 2026):

    • Favorable: 38%
    • Unfavorable: 56%
    • Not sure: 5%


    Donald Trump'
    s approval rating is in free-fall now, making some of us feel almost sorry for the guy, since public approval is so important to him. Although he did win a slim majority of votes in this last election when running against Kamala Harris, his voter support has really plummeted in just the first year of this term. 

    Kamala may be keeping quiet now because she really is done. But one of my readers suggests another intriguing possiblity next time, Alexandria Ocasio-Cortes, aka AOC.
    Many countries have had female presidents, including Honduras and Nicaragua,



    by women succeeding their husbands. Hillary tried to succeed Bill Clinton, and actuallywon the popular vote. But she failed in the Electoral College, so we ended up with Donald Trump who actually had lost the popular vote then.. Even he was surprised by his unexpected victory. 

    It's not clear that Donald Trump is always paying attention even now about what is actually going on in his administration nor does he always seem to be awake, although he claims to only be "resting" his eyes when they are closed. But he must feel some concern about his failing citizen support. Or is that all simply being dismissed just as more "fake news"?
    Could Trump perhaps have a senior version of ADHD, attention deficit hyperactivitydisorder?
    In any case, Trunp's presidency will be one for the history books.  

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    California Gov. Gavin Newsom skewered the White House after President Donald Trump distanced himself from his own racist post.

    Newsom’s office posted a message on X, questioning the White House’s claim that it was a staffer, not the president, who shared the racist video depicting Barack and Michelle Obama as apes posted on the president’s personal account late Thursday.

    “WOW! WHITE HOUSE SAYS TRUMP DOESN’T WRITE HIS OWN TWEETS??? AUTOPEN!“ Newsom’s office wrote.

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    The Independent

    Trump administration wants ICE to quickly deport five-year-old Minneapolis boy and dad days after release


    Attorneys for the Trump administration are aiming to deport Liam Conejo Ramos, the five-year-old boy whose photograph in a bunny hat in snowy Minneapolis circulated globally after his detention last month by federal officials during the aggressive anti-immigration crackdown there.

    The child, Liam, returned home to Minnesota earlier this week after being taken into custody alongside his father last month and transferred to a notorious family detention facility in Texas.

    The US Department of Homeland Security (DHS) said on Friday it is seeking a deportation order for the Ecuadorian boy.

    But the department has denied that it is seeking to expedite his and his father’s removal from the US after a lawyer for the family characterized the government’s action as such to the New York Times.

    The lawyer, Danielle Molliver, described the move to the newspaper as “extraordinary” and possibly “retaliatory”.

    Liam and his father, Adrian Conejo Arias, who both entered the US legally as asylum applicants, were ordered released from detention on 31 January. The government is seeking to end the family’s asylum claims.

    Donald Trump conveniently forgets that own wife entered this country as a visitor and overstayed her visa, remaining in immigration limbo for a time, actually then emaining here illgally, until she found she was pregnant by Trump himself.  So then, he married her, making her legal staus secure.  They are still married, but sleep in separate bedrooms. When they appear in public together, Trump tries to grasp his wife's hand as she often seems resistant. 

    Associated Press

    Judge orders Trump administration to bring back 3 families deported to Honduras, other countries


    Do you think the Trump administration will bring these 3 families back? I wouldn't bet on it! 


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    Back when Donald Trump was sworn in for his first term, I was living then on Capitol Hill, So  I walked over to the capitol and witnessed his inauguration from a safe distance. I saw  a fairly good number in attendance, estimated at over 300,000, but nothing like other inaugurations where it was standing room only and people extended as far as the eye could see. 

    The most crowded audience ever was for Obama's first inauguration, where we were all stepping on each other's toes, packed in so tightly that we could scarcely even breathe. Giant screens amplified the images and loudspeakers amplified the speeches. My younger daughter had come out from Hawaii to witness the events. An esstimated 1.8 million attended Obama's first in auguration, then 1 million, his second. Donald Trump could only dream of those numbers. 

     On being sworn in for his current term, Trump held the ceremony inside and had it filmed for TV viewing, with only a few actual attendees present there in person. 


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    My younger daughter just sent me a batch of back issues of the New Yorker, where the magazine has been having a field day since Donald Trump became presdient. Writers and cartoonists don't even have to exaggerate or make things up. Trump himself supplies all the humor just with his own rodiculous antics, keeping us all constantly surprised and entertained. Or maybe the joke is actually on the electorate for having chosen him as our current president. Think about it: Mount Rushmore, the Nobel Peace Prize, Greenland, the Trump-Kennedy Center, the Triumphal Arch. And all that is only in the first year of this term.  

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    A pitch now for the Peace Corps, still  trying to keep the spirit of service alive now during the Trump years. 

    REMINDER: Please join us at our Peace Corps Connect Conference, themed We the Peace Corps: United in Service. The event will take place in Washington, D.C., on July 18–19, 2026, at American University's Washington College of Law, followed by an Advocacy Day on the Hill on July 20, 2026. [Gap below resists closure.]


    When I became a Peace Corps health volunteer in Honduras in 2000 at age 62, I was then the oldest volunteer in the country. Because I already spoke Spanish, I didn't need to attend Spanish classes with the other new recruits. This allowed me to explore the country on my own, a country I had actually visited with my family at age 2. Even now in my 80's, I can recall at age 2, riding in by horseback to the Copan ruins, as there was no other transportation. Dad was doing archeological work at the ruins. But that's another story, as recounted in my books. 


    Here above I was at age 2, bathing in Honduras with the help of a woman servant while my younger brother (now deceased) stood by. Below, our Dad put a Mayan statue back together, now on display in the Copan museum. (Only black and white photos were available then.) 

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    I've also been reminiscing recently about my travels to some 40 countries, mostly on human rights and election monitoring missions in the Americas, Eastern Europe, Africa, and Asia, also about historical figures I've actually met. These memories have not surfaced in any chronoligal order, but as if they had actually happened only yesterday. I can remember these events more clearly than where I put my reading glasses this morning. 

    So the timelines are rather uncertain  For example, I've actually met the late President Jimmy Carter on at least 2 or 3 occasions, but cannot specify the dates. I first met him when my kids were quite young, as shown below, and again in Nicargaua in 1990, where he and I were both were serving as election observers. Believe it or not, he actually remembered my name, saying "Hello, Barbara!"  

    When I knelt down to pray at a jungle shrine in Nicaragua in 1990, there kneeling right beside me was Mother Teresa dressed all in white, such a tiny woman! I also met Daniel Ortega at that time, while he was campaigning for Nicaragua's presidency. He expressed confidence in his upcoming presidential victory--and why not, since the Sandinistas, whom he represented, controlled all the levers of power: the police, the army, the radio, the press. Why had they even agreed to hold an election?  Becuase they were so sure of winning and wanted international recoginition .Violeta Chamorro, whose husband they had murdered, was excoriated in party meetings and in the press for running in her late husband's stead after the Sandinistas had actually killed him. They were so sure they would win and be able to display their support to a sometimes doubting international audience, hoping even to get financial aid from the US,  

    Because my own views were well known, I had been actually denied a visa. So to witness the election, I went first to Costa Rica, entering Nicargua via a remote jungle crossing, where local officials did not know to bar me. As always, my near native command of Spanish stood me in good stead. 

    So I was at Violeta Chamorro's home on the evening when she realized she had won Nicaragua's presidential election, winning after not really being allowed to campaign at all. We then advised her not to announce her victory immediateky to give the Sanidnistas time to adjust to their loss. Jimmy Carter was there with us at her house, in his twangy Spanish, backing us all up. So, following our advice, Violeta waited until morning to declare herself the winner of Niaragua's presidency. 

    Sorry to say, as has been reported earlier, that Ortega is now back as Nicaragua's president once again, after presenting himself as a changed man and even allowing the Peace Corps to operate in the country after first being elected. But once again firmly in power, he is not going to let go again and has selected his wife as his vice president to succeed him if he dies first.


    I don't remember the year, but I also went to Eastern Germany, avoiding the wall by going by underground train. It seemed like a totally different country on the eastern side, so different from west Germany, so quiet, so grim, In a movie theater, Walter Ulbrick appeared in a newsreel, shouting and gesturing. Some in the audience hissed, but not very loud, as the secret police might have been listening. 

    I also visited Romanian orphanages where conditions were apalling beyong belief: children all being bathed in the same tub of cool water and all eating off a single dish from one spoon passed from mouth to mouth. I saw  Nicolae Ceaușescu, waving his hands, speaking from an overhead balconey in Bucharest before he and his wife were executed. I could understand most of what he said since Romanian is a romance language, not so very different from the Spanish in which I am fluent. 

    From Kenya, I once travel all over south Sudan where mostly English was spoken and where women were eager to walk with me, tightly holding onto my hand or my arm. Then I was once in Thailand and Malaysia, where I communicated mostly in English or by using sign language, as I couldn't understand anything being said. All these images are jumbled up in my memory without a clear timeline. 

    As mentioned, I have met Jimmy Carter and seen several US presidents up close. I've heard Raul Castro speaking in person, but missed shaking hands with Fidel who came in and out of a room too quickly and was being mobbed by the crowd waiting there.

    Most of these events took place after my late ex-husband had left our family, but the first meeting with Carter was when we were still together, as is evident in the photo. 


    Since that photo was taken, probably in 1979, we not only have lost President Carter and my ex-husband, but also my older son, Andrew. I now live with Jonathan, the small boy I am holding onto there, as he was hyperactive as a child. Jimmy Carter lived to age 100  Jonathan has a son also named Andrew, now a college student in Texas.
    The gravestone for my own son Andrew is out in our yard here now, as I brought it with me from DC. Losing my son Andrew, my very first child, was the worst personal loss I have ever endured. We accept losing our parents, maybe even a sibling (I have lost my younger brother), but we never expect to lose anyone from the next generation, as they are supposed to carry on.into the future. Losing any of them before us seems like going against the natural order.